diskusbooks Chapter 228 His heart is dead, do you regret it?
Chapter 228 His heart is dead, do you regret it?
After watching the video Chen Youen recorded last night, Shen Feiwan felt terrible.
She slammed her phone down, her face darkening. "You didn't trick me into taking this, did you?"
Chen Youen immediately raised three fingers, "May I be struck by lightning! If I induced this, may I be punished by never being able to win over your older brother for the rest of my life."
"So ruthless?" Shen Feiwan raised an eyebrow.
"Now you believe me, right?" Chen Youen suddenly leaned closer to Shen Feiwan. "You don't know, last night you were pulling me around, touching my breasts and asking for kisses. You treated me like him and cared about him a lot."
"You even apologized to him. What really happened between you two? It can't be as simple as you told me, 'the two of you were being chased together.' Are you hiding something from me?!"
Shen Feiwan rubbed her temples, which were still throbbing from the hangover, and sighed, "We slept for four days and five nights..."
"What?!" Chen Youen was so shocked she almost rolled off the bed. "He even snatched your project back in Huashi, and you two slept together for four days and five nights after you went abroad? Did I hear that right, Wanwan? He really is incredibly talented, terrifyingly strong!"
Shen Feiwan: "…………Aren't you missing the point?"
"Aren't you exaggerating? Is Bo Junxing really that amazing?"
“Really,” Shen Feiwan rubbed her temples, “He tied me up, made me drink alcohol, and gave himself aphrodisiacs. Then I tied him up again…”
"Holy crap!" Chen You'en exclaimed in shock, "You guys are playing this elaborate game?"
Her voice changed, "Is this the legendary love-hate relationship, which you guys have turned into making love while killing each other?"
Shen Feiwan sighed deeply, "Later, he took a bullet for me and is here."
She pointed to her left chest and continued, "Then she rolled off the cliff with me in her arms, broke her arm, and developed a high fever."
"..." Chen Youen gasped.
“Then he said he loved me.” Shen Feiwan shrugged. “I really thought it was outrageous. I never thought he would fall in love with me. So I was very cold to him. After he was safe, I took him to the hospital, called his assistant abroad, and then I left.”
“This…” Even Chen Youen felt a little sorry for Bo Junxing. “He almost died for you. It was a bit too cruel of you to be so cold to him in that situation. In the end, you left without saying goodbye.”
“But I’ve said before that I don’t talk about feelings. I’m actually quite grateful to him for saving me, but he’s asking me for love. What am I supposed to do? He’s serious now, so I have no choice but to be ruthless.”
"He also told you that all past grievances are wiped clean, right?"
"Correct."
"So he was heartbroken by you and let go, and now you regret it, right?"
Shen Feiwan was silent for a moment, then narrowed her eyes. "It's not that I regret it."
Chen Youen crossed her arms and asked Shen Feiwan, "Then what do you think this is? Even you don't understand it yourself, do you?"
"I feel guilty, I think."
"Feeling guilty enough to make you drink yourself into oblivion?" Chen You'en said, holding Shen Feiwan's hands. "You're not normal. You didn't even tell us you were coming back this time, and you actually went drinking all by yourself."
Shen Feiwan corrected Chen Youen, "I didn't get drunk, it was just a coincidence. I had plans to meet someone today."
"who?"
Shen Feiwan briefly recounted how Hua Ling had asked her to meet, including Hua Ling's attempt to use her to get close to Lin Xiaoyan.
"Lin Xiaoyan?" Chen Youen frowned. "Why is he involved? Let's not talk about him today. Why did you go out with Hua Ling to pick up male models? If you wanted to pick up male models, you should have asked me. Don't you consider me your best friend anymore?"
Shen Feiwan leaned against the headboard and let out a long sigh. "That's because I was just so bored at the time."
“I think you feel particularly empty,” Chen Youen suddenly knelt up and said seriously to Shen Feiwan, “That’s the problem. After you dumped Bo Junxing, you felt empty, and then you couldn’t stand any other men.”
Shen Feiwan frowned. "It can't be that bad, can it?"
"What else?" Chen Youen gripped Shen Feiwan's shoulder. "When you're ordering male models, if you have someone you like, would you go to a bar alone to drink? It's hilarious that you're someone who gets drunk easily, and you kept calling out their names while you were drunk. The bartender said you mistook him for Bo Junxing, and he thought Bo Junxing was someone very important to you, so he called Bo. But he didn't even answer."
"..." Shen Feiwan raised her hand and pressed her temples. "That's enough, stop talking. I was just drunk and lost my composure."
She covered her face with her hands, "I bet Bo Junxing would be so angry he'd laugh if he saw my call. It's so embarrassing."
"Alright," Chen Youen removed Shen Feiwan's hand from her face, "It's not embarrassing, after all, you were drunk. But I'm really sad that you didn't tell me when you came back."
Shen Feiwan: "I was wrong, please forgive me."
"Well, I'm magnanimous, so I won't blame you. But..."
"what happened?"
"Actually, looking at the big picture, Bo Junxing is actually a pretty good guy. Why don't we stop messing around and settle down? Look at me, after I decided to like your brother, I never went out to play again."
Shen Feiwan frowned. "Then how did you become so sure that you couldn't live without my older brother?"
“It’s very simple!” Chen Youen’s eyes lit up when she mentioned her sweetheart. “It was love at first sight. I was attracted to him physically the moment I saw him. I wanted to be close to him. Don’t laugh at me, but after I met him and went home, I had already thought of what to name our child. I couldn’t live without him. I wanted to have children with him, two children, a brother and a sister.”
Shen Feiwan: "…………I feel like you're lying through your teeth. The first time you met him was at my house, right? I took you home for dinner, and you've been changing boyfriends a lot since then."
"Shh!" Chen Youen quickly put a finger to her lips. "You can't mention this to your brother. I actually added him on WeChat after our first meeting, but he ignored me, which really hurt me. I thought I'd forget him soon, but I just couldn't stop thinking about him. Anyway, I'm determined to get him."
Shen Feiwan: "…………I once thought that I must get my hands on Bo Junxing, but after I did, it was just so-so."
“I’m different from you. I don’t just want to get Shen Xubai’s body; I want his heart too, understand? I want to build a family with him and spend the rest of my life with him. Do you feel the same way about Bo Junxing?”
Shen Feiwan shook her head, "I have so much life ahead of me, I don't want to be tied to the same person forever. What if I want to play with someone else halfway through?"
"We'll talk about it later. Isn't the reason you feel empty and uncomfortable right now because you're still thinking about him?"
"That's guilt."
Have you ever felt guilty towards others like that?
"No one else has ever saved me like this, nor have they ever done anything like this with me. I've never experienced these things with anyone else."
"So he is special, and love is special."
"Is this love?"