Quick Transmigration: The Yandere Boss Pretends to Be Well After He's Gone Mad

Chapter 136 Arrogant Second-Generation Prodigy (Gong) VS Humble, Sensitive, and Invisible (Shou) [74

So, is giving your heart away just to be wasted?

If it's only meant to be ruined in the end, then why pretend to cherish it so much in the first place?

Jiang Xiyu treasured Lu Xingye so much when he handed him over.

He was so moved that he cried, and she would kiss him again and again, telling him how much she loved him.

At that time, Lu Xingye only felt that he had received Jiang Xiyu's sincerity. That heart was so hot that it hurt him a little, so he gave him his sincerity in return, wanting to comfort him and wanting him to stop crying.

But after Jiang Xiyu got Lu Xingye, even though the two of them were so sweet one second, he threw Lu Xingye away without any mercy the next.

He was able to leave without a second thought, leaving Lu Xingye behind.

Lu Xingye couldn't even find him; at the sweetest moment, he was cruelly separated from him.

Confined to the Lu residence, the pain constantly reminded him that Jiang Xiyu didn't love him that much.

Even a prodigy like Lu Xingye suffered a crushing defeat in matters of the heart.

The treatments his father used seemed to mock him, ridiculing his delusions of forever.

Lu Xingye could not refute it and could only grieve so much that he could not lift his head.

None of the birthday wishes he carefully made came true.

Lu Xingye was on the verge of collapse, on the verge of losing control. Finally, he leaned forward and grabbed Jiang Xiyu's shoulder, his knuckles digging into his flesh. Then he angrily cursed at Jiang Xiyu's heart: "It's all a lie! Saying you'd never leave me, that you'd always love me, it's all a lie!"

"Jiang Xiyu, you're a liar."

"No one has ever dared to treat me like this before, no one has ever been so cruel to me..."

Those words turned into sharp blades, piercing Jiang Xiyu's heart countless times.

Perhaps it was because Lu Xingye's questioning posture was too condescending, so much so that when he lowered his head, his eyes couldn't hold back the tears welling up inside.

Lu Xingye's tears flowed down his face, but he was completely unaware of it.

But that tear fell on Jiang Xiyu's face, as if it not only pierced his heart but also burned it thoroughly before it would stop.

Jiang Xiyu knelt on the ground, as if all her strength had been drained away.

He let Lu Xingye grip his shoulders and wept along with him.

He seemed unsure how to express his true feelings in a way that would lessen Lu Xingye's distress, so he could only helplessly shed tears.

Lu Xingye refused to yield to his tears. He became cold and ruthless again, and said mockingly, "Do you know how much I hate myself for not staying away from you back then?"

Why should I give you the opportunity to hurt me?

"Why did I fall in love with someone who toyed with my true feelings?"

Jiang Xiyu's heart suddenly stopped beating, and she could barely hear anything.

But Lu Xingye's lips were still moving; he was still speaking.

No matter what he said, Jiang Xiyu felt a deep pain in her heart.

Lu Xingye released him, reassessed the distance between them, and spoke in a very calm tone, just like the Lu Xingye who used to ignore Jiang Xiyu, simply informing him without any emotion.

“Jiang Xiyu, you can choose to abandon me for my mother, which proves that I am not number one in your heart.”

"In that case, I don't want you to be number one in my heart anymore."

In an instant, Jiang Xiyu heard no sound at all.

He didn't want to know what was coming next. Lu Xingye's tone was as light as a thin mist, yet it carried a cruel undertone.

It was so cruel that Jiang Xiyu understood it clearly.

He said, "I will never like you again, Jiang Xiyu."

Losing Lu Xingye would be the most unbearable punishment for Jiang Xiyu.

Having lost it once, we must experience losing the star a second time.

This is the punishment of slow slicing.

Almost the instant Lu Xingye released him, Jiang Xiyu, stunned and unconscious, reached out and tremblingly grasped Lu Xingye's ring finger. The ring that once represented love and best wishes was no longer on his ring finger.

Jiang Xiyu had no time to think about anything else; she felt as if she had grasped at the last straw.

"Cough cough..." He coughed softly, as if he were coughing out his heart and lungs.

His breathing rate suddenly increased, and he repeatedly held his breath, as if he couldn't catch his breath.

My whole body was stiff, and I was trembling violently.

He tasted the bitter tears; he was terrified, terrified of such words.

So Jiang Xiyu held on to him desperately, calling out for Lu Xingye in a panic and helplessness.

"Brother Xingye".

"Ano..."

Language is too pale and powerless when it comes to expressing love, but it can be incredibly sharp when it comes to expressing the hurt one inflicts on a loved one.

Therefore, Lu Xingye used such harsh words to punish the other party, and also to punish himself.

But we're not enemies, are we?

We are lovers.

So why say such hurtful things to your loved one?

Jiang Xiyu did not lower his head. His eyes were blurred with tears as he stubbornly looked at Lu Xingye.

He didn't hear anger in those words; instead, he sensed the endless grievances Lu Xingye was holding back.

Finally, Jiang Xiyu managed to squeeze out a few words from her suffocating breathing.

“Brother Xingye…”

He heard himself coaxing, "I love you."

"sorry Sorry……"

"You know, I really love you."

I've loved you for a long time.

"Please don't, please don't do this."

Don't speak to me so calmly.

Don't say things that hurt me.

I didn't mean to hurt you.

I love you more than anyone else.

If you feel wronged, you can get angry with me, you can hit me, you can yell at me, anything is fine as long as you're happy, just don't say things that deny everything we've shared in the past.

Do not speak ill of others, and do not be indifferent or heartless.

Jiang Xiyu wanted to love, so he was careful with his words and said those words very solemnly.

"I love you."

"I love you, Lu Xingye."

In this relationship, who is the one who doesn't easily say "I love you"?

Jiang Xiyu's actions were all expressions of love, but he never explicitly said a word to Lu Xingye.

But now, these words seem to be spoken to Lu Xingye countless times through his eyes and through his soul.

He knew that all the other person's coldness seemed to stem from resentment and spite.

He didn't want Lu Xingye to feel so wronged, nor did he want him to be so sad.

He cried until he was hoarse, until he could no longer see the person in front of him.

Lu Xingye was no different.

Rather than making Jiang Xiyu's world revolve around him, wasn't he also keeping his own world in Jiang Xiyu's world, only looking at him?