The Otherworldly God

Chapter 448

Gongsun Shouli's heart seemed to be torn apart at that moment. He stared at Le Zheng Yuhua in a daze, as if he saw Gongsun Yan's eyes, which he once thought were full of care and tenderness, but now were like an icy abyss, making him feel unprecedented chill.

He finally understood that behind that seemingly loving gaze, there was such a cruel truth hidden - he, Gongsun Shouli, was just the next "container" in the other's eyes to carry himself.

Like a bolt from the blue, Gongsun Shouli's last hope collapsed. He was stunned at first, then burst into a crazy laugh, which was full of despair and self-mockery, echoing in the empty house, sounding particularly harsh.

"I'm actually the jar he cultivated... Hahahaha, I'm actually just the jar he cultivated!"

There was endless bitterness and sadness mixed in the laughter; Gongsun Shouli's smile gradually twisted and tears slid down his cheeks uncontrollably.

He tried to stand up, wanting to escape from this suffocating place, escape from this cruel reality, but the powerlessness of his body was like a heavy shackle that bound him tightly.

He staggered a few steps and finally fell to the ground weakly. His figure looked particularly lonely and helpless.

Tears blurred his vision, but could not blur the pain in his heart. Gongsun Shouli hugged himself tightly, as if he wanted to seek a little warmth and comfort, but everything around him was so cold and ruthless. He closed his eyes and let the tears flow freely, his heart filled with anger and resentment towards his fate.

"Why...why me?"

He murmured to himself, his voice weak and trembling. He seemed to be abandoned by the whole world, and could only bear this unspeakable pain and despair alone.

Le Zheng Yuhua squatted beside him with a brocade bag in his hand. Gongsun Shouli felt him approaching, glanced at the brocade bag, and no longer cared whether he would laugh at him or not, so he lay down on the ground completely.

"Did you see it? Did you know? From now on, I am disabled. Even if he feeds me the medicine, I know that he is attached to me and uses me to do whatever he wants. I have no way to fight him, so I want to end my life while I am still conscious.

I quickly realized that if he could possess me and control my consciousness, he might just take over my body and cause serious harm to Miss Mu, so I came up with this idea.

If I had known that you were holding him back outside and could rescue me, I would not have been so stupid as to do this. Now that I have done it, I will not regret it.

Le Zheng Yuhua, if I die, can you bury me in a place that is closest to the demons? Jimen Wilderness is quite suitable. "

Le Zheng Yuhua knew the reason why he made such a request. After all, Gongsun Yan had a deep-seated fear of the demons in his heart.

"Gongsun Shouli, you are really selfish. You asked me why I didn't stop Xin'er. Why didn't I do anything when I knew she was in danger? If Xin'er was selfish, it would be easier for me to deal with her, but unfortunately she is not.

What she is thinking about in her heart is not only the love between us, nor her own life, but all the people in the world. What do you want me to do?

You can ignore Mu Chenyin and yourself, but have you thought about the entire Gongsun? If you think about Hei Lin and the chief steward, can you really accept that he is destroying the Gongsun family step by step? They are still in the dark, and the entire Dao League is still in the dark. "

Le Zheng Yuhua's words were like cold water poured over his head, sobering Gongsun Shouli up from the abyss of despair. He stared at Le Zheng Yuhua blankly, with a complex emotion flashing in his eyes - both regret for his selfish behavior and deep worry about the future of the family.

"I... I just... it's not fair to put all of this on myself." Gongsun Shouli's voice was choked with sobs. He tried to defend himself, but found that he had no idea where to start. He could only think of another reason.

He really didn't think so much. He just wanted to escape from the reality that suffocated him, but ignored his responsibilities as a member of the Gongsun family.

"Gongsun Shouli, you are not alone." Le Zheng Yuhua's tone softened. He reached out and gently patted Gongsun Shouli's shoulder. "You have your family, your friends, and... those who care about you. You can't just give up on yourself. Live on, and you will find that you have more than you can imagine."

Gongsun Shouli's body trembled slightly, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes again. He knew that Yue Zhengyuhua was right, but he also knew how difficult the predicament he was facing was. After all, Gongsun Yan was his father.

"I... I don't know what to do." Gongsun Shouli finally spoke, his voice full of helplessness and confusion.

"First of all, live, live completely."

"is it possible?"

"Why not? Since you have made up your mind, I will take action." Le Zheng Yuhua suddenly pressed the brocade bag in his hand towards Gongsun Shouli, and he was shocked. "You should thank Xin'er. Otherwise, Qinglian or Honglian would have to take action."

Not knowing what was going on, Gongsun Shouli wanted to scold him, but a sudden surge of pain caused the already exhausted Gongsun Shouli to pass out.

Le Zheng Yuhua waved his hand and sent him back to the bed. Everything was recovering in an orderly manner. The door opened and seeing him walk out, Le Zheng Qiming immediately stepped forward to remove the barrier.

"Ok?"

"Anyway, I pressed it back. I don't know what the result was."

"Uncle, stay away from him..."

Yinli came over worriedly, and Lezheng Yuhua smiled and comforted him, "Don't worry, he will cheer up soon when he wakes up. Yinli, he is your son, and he has the blood of the person you love. I believe he will be fine."

"Thank you, uncle."

Le Zheng Yuhua hurriedly supported her and stopped her from kneeling, then said: "Yin Li, this is your private matter. Now that things have come to this, you should also think about it."

"Thank you for keeping this secret for me, son-in-law. As for Shou Li, I really haven't figured out how to face him."

"Why leave yourself with regrets?"

"I will think about it carefully, please rest assured, uncle."

Le Zheng Yuhua looked at Mu Chenyin. She walked straight inside, stopped at the door, and asked without turning back: "He doesn't want to see me, does he?"

Seeing that she had one foot in, Le Zheng Shui Ling pointed it out directly, "Ms. Mu, it's obvious that he has to see her even if he doesn't want to. It seems meaningless to ask this question."

"You're right. He has to explain it to me in person."

After saying that, he turned around and walked in, with Yin Li following closely behind him.

Le Zheng Yuhua watched them enter the door, then turned around and asked Le Zheng Shuiling and Le Zheng Qiming to leave.