diskusbooks Chapter 210 What is Jiang Shu doing here?
Chapter 210 What is Jiang Shu doing here?
Three years ago, after experiencing a life-and-death situation on a snowy mountain, Song Chengmo thought he already had the experience.
In his life, there is nothing he must obtain, and nothing he cannot lose.
He has no worries.
He had thought, had thought that was the case.
But when he took three or four steps, his mind was full of Lu Xingchuan.
The way he yelled at him, scolded him, hit him, even in bed...
All the images rushed into his mind one after another.
Chaotic, yet clear.
It was so clear that every time he took a step, his heart ached.
In the end, the pain was so severe that he couldn't walk any further.
He couldn't bear to die.
He is not free from worries.
It's not like he has nothing to lose.
He has.
He didn't want to lose Lu Xingchuan.
When this consciousness appeared clearly and strongly, Song Chengmo turned back suddenly.
Lu Xingchuan was still walking back, so he strode after Lu Xingchuan.
It was the first time he met Lu Xingchuan in the live broadcast room. Although they had never met before, he became angry just by seeing his face.
He couldn't understand why someone could look so annoying and irritating.
Because of this inexplicable feeling, he came to participate in this dating variety show for an even more inexplicable reason.
Then--
What happened next was out of control.
He was not a person who valued lust, and even before Lu Xingchuan, he had never been in love or had a lover...
But when facing such a person who made him angry, he seemed to be possessed by a demon or a poison, and could not control himself.
……
At first I walked with big strides, wishing I could just run.
But when he walked away for a distance and found that Song Chengmo really had not caught up with him, Lu Xingchuan felt a layer of sourness in his heart.
It was so sour that his tears kept flowing out, and it was so bitter that his heart was full of bitterness.
It is said that men don't shed tears easily, but now, as he walked, tears were falling.
He even despises himself.
Why are you being so pretentious!
Call ~
Just as Lu Xingchuan wiped the tears from his face and was about to enter the yard.
Song Chengmo suddenly caught up with him and hugged him tightly from behind.
With a gasp after rapid running and the inertia of rushing forward, her chest was pressed tightly against Lu Xingchuan's back.
Song Chengmo hugged the man as if he was holding onto his only hope of life. He couldn't wait to kiss Lu Xingchuan's ears and neck and said, "I don't want to end this with you."
Lu Xingchuan was suddenly startled by the hug, and then a surge of anger and grievance surged in his heart, which had just been sour.
He wanted to break free.
But Song Chengmo pushed her against the wall and kissed her.
The night wind on the grassland is so cool.
But at the foot of the wall, in the darkness, the kiss was so hot.
Lu Xingchuan was so hot that a thin layer of sweat appeared on his vest.
He was kissed until he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't help but think: Is there anyone like him who sweats when kissed?
I don’t know how long we kissed.
He couldn't stand and had to be held by Song Chengmo around the waist to barely stand there.
Song Chengmo panted and slowly let go of him. He stroked the corners of his mouth with his fingertips, then to his cheek, tasting the salty water marks, and said, "Why are you crying?"
Lu Xingchuan's lips and teeth parted slightly, and his ears were filled with the sounds of his own and Song Chengmo's unsteady breathing.
Wrapped in the sound of the wind.
It seems very ambiguous.
Before he could speak, Song Chengmo said, "Do you really like Xie Li that much?"
There was some surprise and unexpectedness in Lu Xingchuan's eyes.
When Song Chengmo saw that he didn't answer, his heart ached.
But this time he didn't lose control and go crazy like he did just now. He endured the pain and said resignedly, "If you really want, I can help you and help him get through this house collapse smoothly.
"In exchange, you and I will try it, okay?"
Song Chengmo was rarely so humble.
Begging and coaxing.
Lu Xingchuan's heart was moved by the coaxing, "Try..."
As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice became hoarse.
He cleared his throat and asked, "Try what?"
"Stop being my friend and try to be with me for real, okay?"
His breathing has gradually stabilized, but probably only Song Chengmo himself knows how fast his heart is beating now.
He was afraid to hear a sentence -
You make me feel sick.
Then I thought, even if I heard it, I should just pretend I didn’t hear it.
"I don't like Xie Li."
Just when Song Chengmo had thought of nearly twenty scenarios of being rejected, Lu Xingchuan suddenly spoke.
Song Chengmo was slightly stunned, as if he didn't understand.
Lu Xingchuan leaned against the wall behind him and slowly let out a breath.
His gaze slowly moved away from Song Chengmo's face and fell into the boundless distance.
"I don't like Xie Li."
He repeated it once more.
Like emphasis.
But there is also a sense of confusion.
Didn't wait for Song Chengmo to say anything.
“I just sat there and thought about a lot of things.
“Three years ago, now.
"But I just can't remember why I like Xie Li.
"I don't even remember how he and I met, let alone how we became familiar with each other, and how he became my indispensable white moonlight.
"It's like everything is planned out, there's a fixed trajectory, and I need to follow it."
He looked away.
He looked at Song Chengmo again.
“Can you understand this feeling?
“I’m scared.
"I don't know why I like someone, and I don't know why I hate Shen Yan so much.
"I don't hate Shen Yan now, but before now, in the past three years, I hated him almost every moment, and I wanted to hurt him badly to vent my anger.
“I’m like a pervert, like a psychopath.
"But I don't seem to be able to make my own decisions. I don't know what I'm doing at all."
Lu Xingchuan sighed, but he was so annoyed that he couldn't sigh smoothly.
Stuck in the chest.
It's so uncomfortable.
He felt like he was being controlled by someone.
But it's also outrageous, how is this possible!
He is a living person, how could he be controlled by anyone?
Scratching his hair in annoyance, Lu Xingchuan said, "Before you asked me why I had to go out and talk to Xie Li when I was hurt... Actually, it was Xie Li who confessed to me, and I rejected him.
I……"
Lu Xingchuan raised his hand and wanted to touch Song Chengmo's face.
At the moment when her fingers almost touched his cheek——
drip~
Accompanied by a sudden horn sound, a strong light shone directly towards them.
Lu Xingchuan was blinded by the light, so he retracted his outstretched hand and blocked it in front of his eyes.
In the strong light, I saw a car driving towards the yard.
The car stopped and Jiang Shu got out.
Lu Xingchuan was stunned.
Then, there was a burst of anger.
Pulling Song Chengmo, he said, "Damn! Why is Jiang Shu here? Isn't he here to support Jiang Youshi?"
Without waiting for the finger to land on his face, Song Chengmo sighed in disappointment and turned to look at Jiang Shu who was getting off the car.