diskusbooks Chapter 255 I Mistakenly Treated Xie Li as My Benefactor
Chapter 255 I Mistakenly Treated Xie Li as My Benefactor
Lu Xingchuan was bullied so badly that tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
He was vague and tried to defend himself, "What about you? You are so skilled, are you experienced? Where did you get this experience from? And on whom did you use it?
"You asked me if I like Xie Li, what about you? Do you like her?"
There was a strong taste of jealousy and possessiveness in his words.
Song Chengmo was stunned when he heard this.
Seeing Song Chengmo silent, Lu Xingchuan felt a sour feeling in his heart.
He pulled Song Chengmo's hand away.
He spoke clearly this time, with a hint of anger in his eyes, "You are not clean yourself, why do you ask me about my past? How I loved in the past, what does it have to do with you!"
He was very angry.
He completely forgot that he came in because he was worried about Song Chengmo and came to comfort him.
Done.
Get up and leave.
I'll be mad if you don't leave!
But there is no way to escape.
Song Chengmo hugged his waist and held him in his arms.
Ren held him tightly, and Lu Xingchuan, full of anger, struggled to get up.
"let me go……"
Song Chengmo pinched his chin and kissed him directly.
Block those unpleasant words.
This struggle gradually changed from a fierce struggle to a fierce...
Only after he kissed the person and made him behave himself did Song Chengmo separate from him.
Look at the person lying in your arms and say, "I have no one else but you.
“You say skillfully, probably because I’ve thought about it many times in my mind before doing this, and it’s all about you.
"Whether I see you or not, I can't help but think of this or that."
He stroked Lu Xingchuan's chin with his fingers.
This is not a serious statement.
But their current postures were not very serious.
In this unorthodox posture, Song Chengmo said: "Actually, when you kissed me for the first time just now, I came back to my senses.
"But I still want you to kiss me. I want you to kiss me first."
I just didn't expect Lu Xingchuan to take the initiative to that extent.
He couldn't bear it.
He lowered his head and kissed the swollen lips again, rubbing his ears, and said, "Before, when I was in the mental hospital, I thought that maybe no one would want to kiss me in this life. Who would want to kiss a mental patient?"
Lu Xingchuan was just about to say "How could you be so bad" when he felt a pain in his heart due to these words.
He wanted to ask something.
I have a lot to ask.
For example, why did he go there to live? Who sent him there? How did he get out?
But all these words were stuck in my chest, I couldn't say a single word.
Song Chengmo held the person in his arms, like a baby he couldn't let go of, and kissed him from time to time.
Not kissing enough.
"My mother was raped by Song Hengming, so she has hated me since I was born.
"She doesn't like me and calls me an adulteress."
Lu Xingchuan was lying in Song Chengmo's arms, and he hadn't yet recovered from the fact that he was in the mental hospital. These words were like a knife stabbing him in the heart.
It hurt him.
It hurts so much.
Looking at Song Chengmo in shock.
Mother, scold him for having a child with adultery?
“But she also wanted to enjoy the wealth and splendor of the Song family. When I was five years old, she took me to the Song family.
“At that time, Song Qianshan was eight years old and her mother was ill.
"Song Hengming kissed my mother in front of Song Qianshan and her mother.
"Tear the skirt off my mother."
Lu Xingchuan felt sick in his anger.
In the nausea, there arises a subtle and unforgettable pain.
What about Song Chengmo, who was only five years old at that time? What about Song Qianshan, who was only eight years old?
"My mother forced Song Qianshan's mother to leave and successfully became the new mistress of the Song family.
“But she’s not happy.
"Song Hengming has many women.
“He never shied away from anything, he just brought it home directly.
“But among so many women, only my mother gave him a son, that is me.
“So, Song Hengming also hates me.
"He felt that I was hindering his chances of having a son."
When talking about these past events, Song Chengmo's voice was wooden.
“I went to a mental hospital, and my mother sent me there.
"Song Hengming always beats me and Song Qianshan, and he beats us to death every time.
"When he saw us talking together, he wanted to fight.
“When he saw us looking at each other, he wanted to fight.
"Even if we both appeared in front of him one after the other, we would still fight.
“The beating was so painful and I was so scared, I asked my mother to help me plead for mercy, but she just scolded me for having a child out of wedlock and that I deserved the beating.
“I want to take Song Qianshan away.
"If we run far away, no one will be able to find us and we won't be beaten.
“But I didn’t succeed in escaping because my mother found me.
"My mother thought I was crazy. She couldn't understand why a child born out of wedlock would be so close to the daughter of the original wife, so she sent me to the hospital, saying that I was to be treated."
There are no details.
It's just a brief and general statement.
But every sentence is suffocating.
But in the midst of others' suffocation, he changed his tone calmly, looked at Lu Xingchuan, and hugged him.
"Why didn't I meet you earlier? Do you know how jealous I am of the person you have a crush on?
“When I think about you pursuing him and what you would do to please him, I can’t help but feel jealous and angry.
“I want to lock you up so only I can see you and touch you.
"I can't help but think that I should be the one you pursue, why should there be others."
He had been furious since he first met Lu Xingchuan in the live broadcast room and saw his face.
I didn't understand why at the time.
I slowly reacted later.
I was angry at that time because I was angry about why this person didn't come to see me.
That inexplicable anger made him feel wronged.
But it's really puzzling, as I've never seen it before.
He was afraid of scaring Lu Xingchuan.
Touching his face, as if to give some assurance, she said something outrageous, "Don't worry, I'm just thinking this way, I won't really put you down, I, I'm not sick."
The words "I'm not sick" made Lu Xingchuan's eyes sore.
He raised his hand to touch Song Chengmo's face.
Want to comfort.
Song Chengmo put his finger on his lips and spoke first.
“I don’t like Xie Li.
“I didn’t like it from beginning to end.
"I was nice to him before because I misunderstood something."
Song Chengmo touched the soft lips with his fingers, staring at Lu Xingchuan's reaction without blinking.
“Three years ago, I had an accident in the snowy mountains of Cloud City.
“Almost died in the snowy mountains.
"At that time, a man tried his best to rescue me. He fell many times in order to get me out of the snowy mountain.
“Not only did he fall, but he was also covered in injuries.
“I told him to just give up and forget about it, but he wouldn’t.
“He said he would definitely get me out.
"It's my fault. I was seriously injured and had a fever. I couldn't see his face clearly in my daze.
"Later, Xie Li said that he was the one who saved me.
"I recognized the wrong person and mistook him for that person, so I felt grateful, but now I know it's not him."
If you want to confess, say it bit by bit.
After saying that, Song Chengmo stared at Lu Xingchuan, waiting for his reaction.