diskusbooks Chapter 189 I Hope You Understand Me
Chapter 189 I Hope You Understand Me
The sky is blue in the evening, the autumn wind blows a chill all night, the sun rises and the moon sets, and it is another cool autumn day.
When the child brought breakfast into the Shengling Palace, everything became chaotic with a scream. When the emperor learned the truth, he angrily killed everyone in the Shengling Palace, leaving no one alive.
In the end, she still left him. Even his life couldn't keep her...
Well, since he couldn't keep her, he vowed to overturn the world and destroy all living things, just to force her out and make her return to his side, never to be separated until death!!!
He made a decision!
In Butterfly Valley, where it is spring all year round, although it is now autumn outside, butterflies are flying and flowers are blooming everywhere in Butterfly Valley.
Yun Jingman, whose acupuncture points were sealed by Gu Yue, lost her Qinggong and became no different from an ordinary person. She could only sit aside and watch Gu Yue fiddle with the herbs. She said all kinds of good and bad things to him, but Gu Yue just ignored her requests.
"Master, will you listen to me?" Yun Jingman rubbed his calves, ran over, squatted down, supported his head with both hands, acted innocently, blinked his watery eyes, and looked at Gu Yue pitifully.
Gu Yue ignored him and continued to fiddle with the medicinal herbs.
Yun Jingman refused to give in, tugging at Gu Yue's sleeves, and said in a childish voice, "Master, just listen to me, okay?"
She could relax with Gu Yue. She didn't know why she trusted him and knew he wouldn't hurt her. Perhaps it was because he saved her last time in the general's mansion and gave her the strength to survive.
So, from then on, she believed in him unconditionally.
Gu Yue continued to remain silent.
Seeing that Gu Yue ignored her, Yun Jingman snatched the pestle from Gu Yue's hand and said seriously, "Master, just listen to me, okay?"
"I am not your master. Give me the pestle." Gu Yue reached out for the pestle and said calmly.
"Why are you not my master? Master, don't you want me anymore?" Yun Jingman hid the medicine pestle behind his back, looked defensive, frowned slightly, and asked in confusion.
"Your mission has ended. Now that it's over, you are no longer my subordinate." He just didn't want Yun Jingman to think about assassinating Baili Haoxuan anymore, and wanted her to rest and take care of her health.
He had few regrets in his life. However, there was one thing he regretted so much that he wanted to end his life, which was letting her enter the palace again to kill Baili Haoxuan.
"So, you want to drive me away?" Yun Jingman couldn't hear the hidden meaning in Gu Yue's words, but she insisted that Gu Yue wanted to drive her away.
"No." How could he bear to drive her away? If possible, he wanted to keep her for the rest of his life, provided that he and she had a lifetime together and she wanted to stay with him.
"Then, can I call you Yue?" She looked at Gu Yue with her watery eyes, but Gu Yue looked away embarrassedly.
"Yeah." He just murmured softly in response.
"Then, Yue, can you listen to me?" Yun Jingman begged.
"Give me the pestle." Gu Yue didn't want to hear it, because he was afraid that he would give in to her. However, her body could not withstand any injuries or strains, and her body was almost exhausted...
"moon……"
"Give me the pestle."
"moon……"
"Give me the pestle."
"moon……"
"You know medicine, but don't you know your own body? I don't want to listen anymore!" Gu Yue, who was always indifferent and calm, suddenly became angry.
In the past, he was indifferent, because the world was like a dead silence to him and no one or anything could catch his eye; but now it is different, he has people he wants to cherish and care about, so his emotions fluctuate accordingly.
"I would rather die than live like this." Yun Jingman yelled.
The pain in her heart tormented her every day. Every night when she closed her eyes, she would see her two dead children crying, which made her heart break.
"I won't obey you no matter what!" Gu Yue was tough. He cared about her life very much, and he would rather sacrifice his own life to save hers.
"Put the pestle..." Before Gu Yue could finish her words, Yun Jingman's cherry lips had already gently pressed against Gu Yue's thin and icy lips.
As their lips touched, Yun Jingman closed his eyes and seemed to smell the faint scent of medicine on the lips. Gu Yue was stunned, as if there was an electric shock all over her body, numbing and numb, and a warm current running through her body, a feeling she had never experienced before.
Yun Jingman just kept his lips pressed against Gu Yue's, and the sore tears slowly flowed out from his eyes, flowing down from under his closed eyelids, along that stunning face, and all the way to her lips where they were kissing him.
Bitter and painful tears slid into Gu Yue's mouth, and the bitterness and sourness expanded and spread, and he finally recovered from the numb and stunned feeling. A trace of guilt spread across his brows, he actually took advantage of someone's misfortune.
After coming to his senses, he held Yun Jingman's shoulders with both hands and distanced his lips from hers. Although he was reluctant to leave in his heart, he didn't want to bully her.
When they were apart, she saw Yun Jingman's face was covered with tears, which made Gu Yue's heart ache.
"Yue..." Nouyan spoke with a hoarse and choked voice.
"Stop talking. I won't let you go." It's rare that he has someone in his life that he truly wants to protect, so he wants to hold on.
Yun Jingman threw himself into Gu Yue's arms, and put his hands on Gu Yue's neck and waist. He cried, "Yue, I hope you can understand me."
"If understanding you requires the price of your life, I would rather not understand." Gu Yue said coldly.
"So, Yue is willing to look at me like a walking corpse?"
"If I don't let you go, will you hate me?"
"No. But I will hate myself."
"Do you have to go?"
"You have to go." Yun Jingman nodded firmly.
"Then, can't you take care of yourself first and then go?" Gu Yue's heart was very conflicted. He understood her and knew that if he didn't let her go, she would die of depression. Even if he saved her life, he couldn't save her heart.
She knows her body better than anyone else.
A year is really too short. There are only five months left. Is it enough for her?
In one sentence, I don’t have that much time left. Whose heart is aching?