After I was killed by domestic violence, I violently raped my whole family

Chapter 582 Extra - Ren Shan's Monologue

My name is Ren Shan. I have never seen my mother since I was a child. I remember that my father was very good to me, but unfortunately he died.

My grandmother moved to my house with my second uncle and his family, saying they would take care of me. They drove me to the utility room and later to the woodshed outside the house. They beat me, stole my clothes and rattle, and my second aunt beat me with red-hot pliers.

They killed Xiaohua, made me wash clothes, get up early in the morning to cook pig food, and do housework behind my brother's back. I did a lot of work. They often didn't give me food. The villagers quarreled with my second aunt's wife and laughed at her for living in my house and farming my land.

My second aunt came home and pinched me so hard that my arm bled. My second uncle came home drunk and beat me again after hearing my second aunt complaining. My grandmother didn't care.

Later I got used to it. Every time they beat me, I would run if I could, and if I couldn’t, I would hold my head and stay still. I would be fine after they finished beating me and got tired.

I was so hungry that I often went to other people's fields in the middle of the night to steal food. Sweet potatoes and radishes were delicious, but cabbage and sweet potato vines were not. I like summer because there are plenty of vegetables in summer, but there are no vegetables to steal in winter.

Once I was discovered by someone who had placed a mousetrap in the field. My leg was injured. It was so painful that I dared not make a sound. I endured the pain and pried open the mousetrap. I secretly applied wood ash on the wound and secretly warned myself to be more careful next time.

The flood came, and my second aunt took me to the river to wash things. She pushed me into the river and carried me very far. The flood submerged me and I couldn't breathe. I was so scared. Fortunately, I climbed out by grabbing the grass. She scolded me for being so unlucky.

I said that my second aunt's wife pushed me into the river, and my second uncle beat me, saying that I was lying at such a young age. It hurt so much and it hurt for a long time.

I wanted to kill them, but I was hungry, my body was covered with wounds and I had no strength. I was not sure I could succeed. If something unexpected happened, they would kill me. When I was full and had more strength, I would kill them.

My second uncle and his wife were going out to make a lot of money, so they called me. I heard that houses were being built in the south, and that I could use a magnet to find a lot of nails and iron sheets on the construction site, which I could sell for money. There were also steel bars inside the stones of demolished houses, and I could use a hammer to knock out the cement to get the steel bars inside, which I could sell to make money.

They told me to hide under the seat and not make any sound, otherwise they would throw me away. I was thinking about running away, but I had no money and didn't know where to go.

There was a man eating an omelet, it smelled so good. He ate one after another. I lay under the seat and looked at him, imagining the omelet being eaten by me, swallowing my saliva.

He saw me, turned his head and continued eating, then quickly glanced at me secretly again.

He seemed to be embarrassed by my stare, and took out an omelet from his bag and gave it to me. It was the most delicious thing I had ever eaten in this world.

It’s a pity that I ate it too fast and it was gone in a flash. It was so delicious and fragrant. I should have eaten it slowly.

This person should be a good person.

He yelled at me and told me not to look at him anymore. He then gave me an omelet and I wanted to eat it slowly but I couldn't help it. He asked me to come out and gave me some water to drink.

It’s great that he is a good man and his eyes are clean, unlike those men’s eyes.

When I heard them say they were going to get off the bus, I became ruthless, stole my second aunt's clothes and household registration book, and followed him.

He was eating in the store, and I didn't dare go in, so I squatted at the door waiting for him. When he saw me, he got a little flustered, came out, gave me a steamed bun, some money, and asked me to go find my second aunt.

I don't want to go to my second aunt, I want to follow him, he can give me food and money, if I listen to him and work hard, will he give me food in the future? There are not many good people in this world, I am still too young, I want to use him to survive.

I followed him home. After eating egg pancakes and steamed buns, I had enough strength. I walked a very long way. My toes were bleeding. I was afraid that I could not catch up with him, so I ran after the tricycle with all my strength. It was my hope to survive.

He entered the village, and I didn't dare go in for fear of being beaten. It was only when it got dark that I dared to walk inside carefully.

He saw me and tried to drive me away. I acted pitiful. As expected, this guy was easy to fool and he softened his heart.

He carried me home on his back and gave me meat to eat. He was the best man in the world. He boiled water for me to take a bath, hid me, and told me not to make any sound. I was very worried that they would chase me away.

The quilt was so warm, and it felt so good to be full. He held me in his arms when we went to sleep and asked me why I was so thin. He looked at the scars on my body and asked me if they hurt. His eyes made me want to cry, I really wanted to cry, but I held back.

He secretly found some balm to apply on my wound, and took a pair of scissors to cut my fingernails and toenails. He said that I should love cleanliness, and that clean children are liked by everyone and will not get sick.

He secretly gave me food to eat and asked me to stay hidden and not come out. I hid in the attic. I had food, quilts, and medicine. No one beat me and I didn’t have to do so much work. Those were the happiest days of my life. He was better than my father. He said his name was Su Ping and asked me to call him Brother Su Ping.

I was still discovered, and I was so afraid of being driven away, so I knelt down in front of them. I could eat very little, and I could do a lot of things, as long as they gave me a place to live and didn't beat me.

I admit that I shamelessly took advantage of everyone's sympathy, because it was so cold outside and there was nothing to eat, I couldn't survive alone.

I'm staying for now, which is great. As long as you give me a chance, I can definitely let them see my value. It's worth it to keep me.

I didn't dare tell them that I was a girl, I was afraid they wouldn't want me.

Brother Su Ping took a pair of scissors and cut my hair. My head was full of white lice eggs. He didn't despise me. He went to my uncle's house to find laundry detergent to wash my hair. While pouring water on me, he asked me if the water was hot. After washing and drying my hair, he pulled out the eggs from my hair. He said that I was so thin because I was bitten by lice.

Brother Su Ping, how come he is so good? He is the best person in the world.

The weather was getting colder and it was freezing outside. I was so afraid of the cold that I was shivering even under the quilt. He touched my feet and held me in his arms. It was so warm. He is the best person in the world and I like him so much.

I followed them back to the city. When I came out of the station, I was shivering from the cold. Brother Su Ping wrapped me in his coat. I was stunned for a long time. Why was he so nice?

I knew Sister An An had a lot of things to do, they weren't living well, and my aunt was sick. I took advantage of Brother Su Ping's kindness, and I wanted to stay with him.

I'm sorry, you were so nice, but I took advantage of you.

I finally stayed, and secretly told myself that I must be diligent, and only valuable people will be wanted. I urgently wanted to prove that my existence was meaningful to this family. I was so eager to stay. Aunt An An and Brother Su Ping were both good people.

Brother Su Ping taught me to read.

I opened my mouth and imitated him, "a o e ..."

He held my hand and taught me how to write stroke by stroke. He said this is “Ren” and this is “San”.

I asked him how to write his name, and he held my hand and wrote the two words "Su Ping" on the homework book.

I have heard children in the village complain that their teachers are very fierce and will hit their hands. He is so nice. I don’t understand but he is not angry at all and keeps telling me over and over again.

I wrote a page of homework and showed it to him. He checked it and wrote 100 on it. He said I was really smart. This was the first time someone praised me. I was really happy and wanted to write homework for him every day so that he would praise me.

What I like most is when he teaches me to read. At this time, his eyes are full of me, making me feel that I am also a child who is cared for and loved by someone. When I go to bed at night, he habitually holds my feet in his arms.

How come Brother Su Ping is so nice? I dream of being with him forever.

Brother Su Ping said he would protect me and told me not to be afraid. His eyes were so clear and open that I felt ashamed that I had lied to him.

When he knew I was a girl, I was so scared that I cried. I was so afraid that he didn't want me anymore and would kick me out, and that no one would be nice to me anymore.

He was angry for a long time and called me a liar. I felt upset for a long time and couldn't sleep at night. What if he ignored me in the future? I wish I were a boy.

He has such a beautiful smile. When he was at work, a customer gave him candy, but he was reluctant to eat it and brought it back for me and Sister An An. I have as much as Sister An An and he likes Sister An An the most. I felt a little secretly happy. Now, am I as much liked by him as Sister An An?

I wanted to cry again. How could there be such a good person like Brother Su Ping in this world?

I swear, I will kill anyone who dares to bully Brother Su Ping in the future.

Many years later, I had everything. Many people were nice to me, everyone complimented me and tried to please me, but I still wanted to be with Brother Su Ping. Everyone said that Brother Su Ping was not worthy of me, but only I knew that Brother Su Ping was the best person in the world.

I know very well in my heart that there will be many people who will rush to please me and even love me sincerely.

But in this world, there is only one person who will treat the bruised, dirty and smelly little beggar wholeheartedly.

He is Brother Su Ping, the best person in the world, the person I like the most, love the most and care about the most.

I really want to try my best to bring everything he wants, the best things in the world, to him.