Return back into the Novel as the Antagonistic Playboy

A few words of truth in the middle of the night, everyone take a look

To be honest, these days, both physically and mentally, I have been in a very bad state.

You can’t imagine that I have been tortured by pain every day and night for the past few days. First, there was an inexplicable pain in the shoulder blade, as if a nail had been pierced into the flesh. I suspected it was frozen shoulder, but today the pain shifted to the left chest inexplicably, like angina pectoris. Similarly, according to an acquaintance at the hospital in the town, it is the result of cervical spondylosis and frozen shoulder, which is quite an understatement, so I have to find time to go to the city hospital to take a film in a few days.

Now the old cat sits as little as possible, and has to keep changing positions while lying down to relieve the pain as much as possible. In short, the whole person is very bad. In order to relieve the pain last night, he drank alcohol. The pain was relieved, but my heart was even more uncomfortable.

In fact, I once thought it was a symptom of sudden death, and even felt that I might suddenly fall down in front of the computer and hang up like the protagonist of the novel. In this book, Lao Mao deleted a passage twice, which was about Young Master Song recalling his lonely death In front of the computer, how many days did it take to be discovered, but it was deleted in order not to confuse everyone. Many readers may have heard that there was really such an author back then, who fell alone in a rental house. It was discovered on the third day. This is an unspeakable tragedy.

Therefore, sometimes the old cat jokingly reminds them when chatting with friends that if I cannot be contacted within two days, it means that something may really happen to me.

The trough of life in the past two or three years has already overwhelmed this body.

In fact, the old cat is quite open about death. After all, there is no care and no worries. The only thing is that the business failed and owed a debt. He wants to pay it off as soon as possible while he can breathe, so as not to leave the mess for his mother to worry about.

Lao Mao is a very straightforward and honest person. The reason why he writes books is not like what many authors say, because the books he follows are too slow to be updated, so he writes them by himself. The reason why Lao Mao writes books is just for one word: money!

Otherwise, who wants to sit in front of the computer day and night and work hard, not to mention any code words are not easy, just the text card can disable the card, and you have to face the fear of good or bad grades, worry about gains and losses, and all kinds of irrationality and morality The anger of readers, just the mental stress can make people live a few years less.

After spit out these bitterness, on the one hand, I want to explain the update problem in the past few days, on the other hand, I still want to ask everyone to spend a few more dollars to support the genuine subscription.

To be honest, if you want to say that the deepest feeling for online texts is those friends who silently support genuine subscriptions, because they could have watched it for free through many channels, but they didn’t. Instead, they used practical actions to build this industrial chain , To these friends, Lao Mao and countless authors, I would like to express my most sincere respect and gratitude.

There is one thing that the old cat remembers very clearly, that is, before it was put on the shelves, it urged everyone not to use free coins to support the genuine version. I was disgusted by some bastards. They said that I originally wanted to support the genuine version, but your author said so, It seems that piracy is necessary. It probably means that I originally wanted to be kind and pity you, but you took the initiative to ask for it, but I refused to give it... It's so sad. I can't imagine whether these people are heartless or wicked. You enjoy the fruits of your hard work without giving a penny, how can you still act so confidently? ! Who taught you your three views? !

Of course, the old cat knows that some friends, such as the student party, compatriots with low income and breadwinners, have more or less financial difficulties, and they may follow many books at the same time, resulting in the genuine subscription not keeping up. The old cat I am also a person who has experienced ups and downs, and I understand it, but I still hope that everyone can support it within their ability, and spend a few cents or even a few cents on this book every day, so that the old cat can at least get rid of that bad debt first. I paid it back. A 30-year-old man who has accomplished nothing and is full of bad debts. Facing the aging of his mother, he is really exhausted. If he can solve these burdens overnight, it will be fine if he loses all his hair overnight.

The weather forecast says that tomorrow will be sunny and sunny. I hope that the pain will be relieved from tomorrow. Starting tomorrow, work hard to code and update more. This is Laomao's promise to you!