diskusbooks Chapter 463 He can no longer cry with me or laugh with me
Chapter 463 He can no longer cry with me or laugh with me
"Duo'er, listen to mommy." Shi Xiyue followed him and held his arms with both hands. "He's gone, don't do this. Do you know how worried and sad you make mommy like this?"
Mommy knows you are sad and you want him back.
But people cannot be resurrected. If your second cousin in heaven sees you like this, he will also be sad with you. "
"Impossible, he is still alive, he must be still alive. He is just too busy at work and has no time to go home. Mommy, why do you say he is gone? Wuwu...he is in the company..."
Shi Yuduo was so anxious that he stamped his feet and cried heartbreakingly.
Outside the bedroom, Shi Yuhuan and the three of them did not dare to come in.
"Third brother, he is still ill. Crying like this will make his condition worse." Guo Guo was worried about Shi Yuduo, so she subconsciously held the door tightly with her hand.
"If he is not allowed to vent, he will never be able to get over the shadow of his second cousin's death." Shi Yule explained to Guoguo while choking.
"What about you?" Guoguo looked back at her two brothers and asked.
“It can be said that Duodi was raised and taught by his second cousin, so he has the best relationship with his second cousin.
I like my eldest cousin the most. I have been by his side almost every day since I was sensible. "Shi Yuhuan said to Guoguo seriously.
"What about...third cousin? Don't you all like him?" Guo Guoyin didn't know much about the relationship between the Shi family, so out of curiosity, she couldn't help but ask a few more questions.
"Among the five of us, the one with the best relationship with Third Cousin is Shi Yuxi. All the medical skills he learned were taught by Third Cousin. In other words, he has the best relationship with Third Cousin, but now he is with Lin All the children are gone.”
Shi Yule explained.
In the bedroom, Shi Xiyue finally calmed down Duo'er.
Shi Yuduo said that he wanted to go out for some air, so Shi Xiyue took one of his coats and put it on for him, and then carried her out of the bedroom.
"Mommy..." The three little guys at the door called her worriedly.
"Be good, let's go sit on the roof for a while." Shi Xiyue gestured to them dotingly.
There is a large platform on the roof of the villa, which is a good place to watch the stars, the moon and the sunset.
Shi Xiyue sat in the middle of the bench, with four children sitting on either side of her.
Shi Yuduo was very weak due to illness, and his whole body was nestled in Shi Xiyue's arms.
"Mommy, tell me...when a person dies, will he really turn into a star?"
The night is beautiful tonight. There is a crescent moon hanging in the sky, surrounded by stars of all sizes.
"Yes." Shi Xiyue hugged Duo'er and patted his body gently. "Your second cousin must be the brightest one next to the moon.
Did you see it? It shines so brightly, as if he is waving to you, comforting you and asking you not to be too sad about his disappearance.
He just switched to another way and went to another place.
As long as we have him in our hearts and think of him all the time, he will always be by our side. "
"Mommy is right, brother Duo, you must get well soon. Don't worry about your second cousin who has gone to another world." Shi Yule, who was sitting next to Shi Yuduo, talked to his mother intimately Comfort him together.
"..." Shi Yuduo didn't speak. He kept looking at the brightest star in the sky quietly.
He felt very sad, and at the moment he blinked his big watery eyes, big tears quietly flowed down.
Although Shi Qingyu was only Shi Yuduo's cousin, for Shi Yuduo, his position in his heart was completely comparable to that of Sheng Jichen.
After all, when he didn't have his father, the person who accompanied him, took care of him, gave him knowledge, and gave him joy was Shi Qingyu.
After a while, the star next to the moon suddenly dimmed. Seeing this scene, Shi Yuduo subconsciously sat up straight and quickly wiped his tears with his hands.
But as soon as he wiped away his tears, the star disappeared completely.
"It's gone, why is it gone?" Shi Yuduo exclaimed and jumped off the stool.
"Duo'er." Shi Xiyue hugged him back, worried that he would lose control and fall from the balcony.
"Mommy, that star is gone, and my second cousin is no longer in the other world... wu wu..."
"Brother, calm down. It's not what you see, it's because it's too late now. The second cousin is in another world and he also needs to rest." Shi Yuhuan took Shi Yuduo's hand to comfort him.
"Yes, yes, we are all very sleepy now. Second cousin is so busy at work, so of course he has to sleep." Shi Yule also comforted Duo'er.
"He is gone... Wuwu... I will never have a second cousin in the future. He can no longer play with me, take me to eat delicious food, carry me on his back, or coax me... Wu... …
When I cried before, he would always tell me funny jokes to make me laugh. Otherwise, he would just pretend to cry and imitate me.
I said it looked ugly when he cried, and it looked ugly when he smiled, but... ugh...
Now I really want to see him smile at me again, even if he pretends to cry again to tease me. Oh...he no longer has...second cousin..."
Shi Yuduo cried so hard that he was out of breath, and his little body twitched uncomfortably.
Shi Xiyue didn't know how to comfort him. After all, Shi Qingyu's death was so unexpected. Even she herself still finds it difficult to accept it.
"Cry, just let it out..." Shi Xiyue let Duo'er cry.
From the day Shi Qingyu died until yesterday's funeral. Duo'er has never cried. It's never good for him to keep his sadness in his heart. Only when he vents it out will his heart slowly let go of this matter.
About an hour later, Shi Xiyue comforted several children and slept peacefully in bed with them.
The children went to bed, but she couldn't sleep for a long time.
She thought of Duo'er's words about whether people will turn into stars in the sky after they die.
Shi Xiyue went to the wine cellar to get a bottle of white wine, then went up to the roof alone and sat quietly on the bench.
She was in a very depressed mood. After opening the bottle, she took a few sips directly from the bottle.
There were still many stars in the night sky, but she did not look up at the stars, but looked at the villa diagonally opposite where Shi Qingyu lived.
Sheng Jichen insisted on putting Shi Qingyu in jail before. Although she knew it was Sheng Jichen's trap at the time, she still couldn't help but blame him in her heart and shouldn't be too ruthless to her family.
But thinking about it now, she wished that Shi Qingyu had never come out of prison. After all, he was safe as long as he stayed there.
She couldn't agree with the results of the police investigation that Shi Qingmo said.
But if it wasn't what the police found, what happened when Qingyu had an accident?
Shi Xiyue was lost in thought when a dark shadow suddenly appeared from behind her.